Post by Jayborne23 on Mar 26, 2005 3:44:41 GMT -5
To Whom It May Concern,
My rant the other day was completely uncalled for. The language I used was disrespectful and out of line. The racial comments I used do not accuratly represent my views on the races I attacked. I have many friends of different races and I'm a strong believer in diversity. I disrespected this league and myself by making such remarks in a time of anger. Even in a moment of anger, I should not degrade myself and others in such a vile matter.
In life, every person goes through times of adversity. The way we react to these moments shows a persons true character. I showed terrible character in making those statements. My statements were directed at a select few and possibly ended up effecting more people than I originally intended. As a person, I must deal with that issue and address it.
My original intent was to "prove" to my doubters in the league that I was a good GM and there was no reason to doubt my teams future. What I ended up doing was making everyone think I'm a hot headed, immature little kid who has no respect and doesn't deserve anything. If anything, I proved my criticizers right. That is not who I am, but what I say holds no merit compared to what I do.
There is nothing more that I can say than apologize. Apologies can be lies and especially be untruthful over the internet. To prove that I have learned from this incident I will show everyone involved in this league my maturity. I will stay out of trouble and be the best member of this site I can be. I'll even ASK to be put out if I make another mistake. A man who has disrespected a vast amount of people so advertently doesn't really deserve a second chance. I am pleading with you to reinstate me into this league. If you choose not to, I completely respect your decision. There is no more that I can do other than wait for a response from the BBSOwner and fellow GMs. I thank you for taking to the time to hear me out.
Sincerely,
Justin "Jayborne23" Catchens
My rant the other day was completely uncalled for. The language I used was disrespectful and out of line. The racial comments I used do not accuratly represent my views on the races I attacked. I have many friends of different races and I'm a strong believer in diversity. I disrespected this league and myself by making such remarks in a time of anger. Even in a moment of anger, I should not degrade myself and others in such a vile matter.
In life, every person goes through times of adversity. The way we react to these moments shows a persons true character. I showed terrible character in making those statements. My statements were directed at a select few and possibly ended up effecting more people than I originally intended. As a person, I must deal with that issue and address it.
My original intent was to "prove" to my doubters in the league that I was a good GM and there was no reason to doubt my teams future. What I ended up doing was making everyone think I'm a hot headed, immature little kid who has no respect and doesn't deserve anything. If anything, I proved my criticizers right. That is not who I am, but what I say holds no merit compared to what I do.
There is nothing more that I can say than apologize. Apologies can be lies and especially be untruthful over the internet. To prove that I have learned from this incident I will show everyone involved in this league my maturity. I will stay out of trouble and be the best member of this site I can be. I'll even ASK to be put out if I make another mistake. A man who has disrespected a vast amount of people so advertently doesn't really deserve a second chance. I am pleading with you to reinstate me into this league. If you choose not to, I completely respect your decision. There is no more that I can do other than wait for a response from the BBSOwner and fellow GMs. I thank you for taking to the time to hear me out.
Sincerely,
Justin "Jayborne23" Catchens
